My heart is torn in two, I find myself battling what I think I want vs what I need to do. To find myself and the places that have been misconstrued. I want to love me enough for the both of us, I want you to love you enough to strengthen the love I share back with you. I’m torn between staying in the comfort of knowing and the eagerness of the unknown. I’m torn between looking into your eyes everyday and chasing a new landscape. For someone who doesn’t like to be tied down to things you sure know how to make me wild for a night’s rest tucked against your warm body. I’m torn because I dont want to let you go, yet I feel that I must leave. You see I wish we could understand this feeling on a mutual level. Unhindered growth, new frequency tones, finding ourselves through the outward chaos that has been imposed.

I dont want to let you go but my soul aches for the unknown. The what if, the what could be, the destination without limitation to set my own soul free.

I’ve held myself back and now enough is enough, I’m choosing me for once, and you can have some when I’m done.

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