We’ve been traveling across the country to reach the desert. Passing by thousands of people all living a different life. The mountains across states have shown me how much I appreciate our nook in the cascades. So much abundance of green vigorous life.

The changing of landscapes brings me to gratitude for the powerful array of detail and life that mother earth homes. She provides so much for us. Constantly shaping and shifting to bring us more life, more shelter, more change. The breath. Always pulling me back to my center. Exposing the space of resistance and breaking free from limiting beliefs and constructs. I choose to feel freedom living through my vessel. I choose to feel like flowing through my vessel onto all living beings.

I’m so blessed to have the opportunity to connect with my son in so many ways. To share this life with him. To live to the fullest. He is the greatest adventure I’ve ever taken, now to share the world with him makes me feel like I’m standing in truth more than ever. He’s never felt like a burden, even on my darkest nights. I’ve definitely been challenged in many ways but I’d still choose this path over and over just to see his sweet face. To feel his gentle touch. To stare into his eyes. He melts me into wholeness. I am at one with the divine when I am at one with him. My precious star seed.

We miss dada.
My partner. My home. Family. Such an interesting thing to feel when you share a person together. I’m grateful he allows me to do what I can with baby boy. He never restricts or tries to control my decisions. He’s so sweet when it comes to giving me free range in doing things with our son. Regardless I’m sure he realizes I’m aspens sole provider in this stage of life. Where as over the next couple years he will develop an amazing relationship with his son. I’m so grateful to watch that unfolding and to see jade stepping more and more into his purpose. He’s an amazing partner and father. I think this stage of life will propel him into really aligning in more ways than one. But that’s his journey to take responsibility of not mine. I can only lead by example and make choices for me and our families well being.